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| Subject: ~~Letter From Baby Girl From Heaven~~ Mon Feb 06, 2012 1:53 pm | |
| Letter From Baby Girl From Heaven Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quiteunderstand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing myexistence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers andtoes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave mysurroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from myearliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell orscream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would bebetter soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all ofthe day. I felt so hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came intothat warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, butyou never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster gotcloser and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help meplease; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed andscreamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started rippingmy arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see yourface or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears goaway. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams wereshattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heartbreaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No usenow, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible thingsthat they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I wasgone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myselfrising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I wasstill crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to awonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing wasthat killed me. He answered, "Abortion". I am sorry, for I know howit feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of themonster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wantedto be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had thewill, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It ****ed my arms and legsoff and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you toknow I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watchout for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to gothrough the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love, Your Baby Girl | |
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