Cloud 9 moment

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Cloud 9 moment

It was last evening… I was on my way back to home… auto is racing in the roads where the lane bifurcation has been made to facilitate metro work construction. There is a kind of cool breeze which is a bit rare these days, the speed of auto made the breeze too good to feel. My hair was in perfect shape that I want it to be always (but it rarely takes that form). I was smiling all along   …………. That moment I felt truly happy.

There is a song playing in fm, though it’s not one of my favourite songs (and I don’t remember which song it is now,) but all that together made me feel good, I was smiling… suddenly remembered our Naksh’s reference to a movie as “Itemest”…. and there at the traffic jam at a signal, I burst out laughing , giggling and smiling and trying to control all these antics.. one of the guy’s on the bike next to the auto wondered seeing this… but do I care?? Just continued smiling my way…

Signal cleared, again the travel going on.. but I truly felt happy just for no reason in those moments and it continued till I bid goodbye for the day…these days, even if I’m not happy, not feeling good.. I just try to smile forcibly (we all do that at some point of time), though everything seems good, there is something eating my brain.. I try to keep away from that.. continue to be hard on myself, and I believe to the core that everything is for good!!

Just less than an hour before this, I was cribbing to my childhood friend about something that happened more than an year back, she heard it many a times before, if I believe…still she was patient enough to let me crib and I was complaining to her almost about everything around me, how all these are against my peace of mind. But just few simple moments changed my mood and I was really happy from heart though there were unpleasant issues at that moment in my mind. Those issues have n’t vanished but despite I could feel happy. May be that is what I needed most.

Many people around, brings lot of high end gifts to me but more than anything moments as this makes me feel good and I yearn for these. We never know how and when such moments come in. I felt like I was too happy to be within me. That moment I felt like, why I need someone else in this moment? I can just be happy with me.

But just that moment, I missed someone who would have told that I look too good when I smile and this enthusiasm for simple things is special quality in me. I was missing the moments at French loaf that passed by. Some things doesn’t come back, But still life is beautiful, I was truly happy despite the issues I have. Life is just beautiful and I love my self.